Exploited Bedevilment Of Frivolous Fritillary (A Hidden Document From Emily Plath) By Alice Sin Phillistine

A victim of verbal abuse

sets childhood nightmares loose

words cut into fleshy hearts

wishing upon a star for a new start

the death of society's puppet

sympathy is for the desperate

rest in pieces to the ambience of hope

that swings from a golden rope

countless endeavors ending in paper cuts

left in silence as if my mouth has been sewn shut

which explains the attraction to women with devilous grins

that blame me for there sins

a photo is still the same regardless of the frame

exposing the secrets behind my fame

living proof of frivolity

trapped in my idealistic world that contains a meadow of fritillary

regret

the things that you are not allowed to forget

rip the wings off a defenseless butterfly

dispite of it's uncomprehendable cries

so Am I beautiful

or dreadful?

round and round

my perfect world is spiraling down

into a whirlpool

which is attached to love sonnets that are labeled cruel

"The Diary Of Yue Ayase II: the Initiative"

Coming Soon.

Executive Produced By Me & Brendan Reed.

Look for it By the End of the Month.

check out http://alicesinphillistine.blogspot.com/

~Jurai Or Die~

Last #ravedayz for now... but will be back soon..

Download "My Moment (Never Back Down)"

Here is my last download for #ravedayz, after that, it will be on a little hiatus so i can work on my finals and finish my other projects as well. download link above. "Yue II" is almost done. Just waiting for a few things as well as time. till then enjoy the beats i've done so far.

also PLEASE SEND ME FINISHED WORK IF YOU DECIDE TO USE ANY OF MY BEATS!!! I Know i'm being annoying with this, but the paitience is wearing within me. and i'm not asking for money at least. that's all. i just want something to help with both of us. and after all the requests, i would like a little something in return. just that. Anyways this may be my last post for the winter/fall, as i will be getting things prepared for next term after finals hopefully and also getting ready for Ohayocon (Kelly, Hope to see you there as well! ^^) I may make small posts still on facebook and such, but if you wanna directly hit me up, send me an email.

Yokumasaki84@yahoo.com. Till then i'm outie.

~Jurai Or Die~

Technocolor & Other News...

Download "Technocolor" Here: http://www.mediafire.com/?5eiaqnsb1ev24ce

What more can i say but here is the Complete album, WITH ABSOLUTELY NO SAMPLING. Royalty Free. After this tape, i'm heading back to my old style so take it as it is, and remember to send me any finished work to my email if you decide to use any of the beats from here or my other tapes. also don't forget to stay tuned on my other three projects i'm working on, "Yue 2: The Inititive", "CinematiC II" & " R.A.V.E.R.S: TheSoundtrack2OurLives".. i got a couple of ideas for the design of the cover for R.A.V.E.R.S... But i may lay low and ask Chis if he is interested in doing one design for me...lol

Also #RAVEDAYZ Has been awesome so far, thanx for those who have been listening in, and for those who are relctuant to listen to my work, i have a couple of previews of my music on my Youtube page (name: RHDaDon) So you'll be able to hear some of my stuff. also i have RE-UPPED ALL of My Previeous Beat tapes, so if there is a certain tape you didn't get the first time, send me a msg and i'll send you the link to it.

list my future projects:

1. CinematiC II

(More music sampling legendary movie themes...)

2. The Diary Of Yue Ayase II: The Enlistment (Co-Executive Produced By Branden Reed)

(The Sequel to my hit story for my alter-child ego (see above pic on blog border), inspired by Evanescence, Avril Lavigne & Myself....)

3. For R.A.V.E.R.S. Only: The SOUNDTRACK2OURLIVES..

(Let me explain this one.. I would Love For People Who have used my beats to send me their recordings of the finished product, i will then comprise a "Soundtrack" for us to distribute.. so far i only have one song set for the album. so PLEASE SEND ME YOUR Finished product!!!(email 2 Yokumasaki84@yahoo.com)

R.A.V.E.R.S/StarCHasers/L.A.S.E.R.S./MSU/HOOSERS/UNITE!!!

~Jurai Or Die~

#RAVEDAYZ #3 And News...

i know alot of people will recognize the title of this beat. it was originally supposed to be used for my Debut Album, "The R.A.V.E." But i felt necessary to see if anybody can do better ripping off this record, so it will be today's #RAVEDAYZ Beat. Download, and let me know if you decide to use it.

Download: http://www.mediafire.com/?p5x630ab22foht5

also, Technocolor will BE Released friday. So Be Prepared. i made you all wait long enough. lol..

dead tired from studying yesterday.

watched Addams Family Movie.

Christina Ricci is my Lady. #DeadAss.

Also It wouldn't hurt if anybody decides to use my beats to send me the finished products.

Wanna build up my resume.

Yokumasaki84@yahoo.com is the Email to send them to.

Gonna return listening to Evanescence (Branden Reed You Know What I'm Talking Bout..)

and Study for Electronic Music class.

~Jurai Or Die~

#RAVEDAYZ #2... "MY Personal Melody"...

New beat for #ravedayz this week.. originally i was gonna put up another, but i'm gonna let you all chill with this one for the week til after thanksgiving... Download and enjoy..

http://www.mediafire.com/?07qnzaor7bp6y6t

~Jurai Or Die~

from my friend Hellokelly..

(Performing 曲：Dear you -Cry- ☆彡)

Just wanted to post this because i met this girl at collassalcon and she's very talented, we might even work together in the future..

here's the photo i took of her when we first met...

thank you kelly. for being a great new friend.....


~Jurai or Die~

1st Day of #RAVEDAYZ...

"Liberation" From The Upcoming Instrumental Album, "Technocolor"

Download and enjoy.
#RAVEDAYZ......
~Jurai Or Die~

#Nittoisstillhere...

Sorry for the delay, but i hope my prof. takes my late homework..

either way alot of things has happened since i wasn't on later the two days due to my family, that's another issue..

#deadthesubject

in any case here is the Beat-P (Beattape EP) that i promised originally in Honor of Professor Hamilton, "Pink & Blue" whether your a fan of sonic or a fan of Prof. Hamilton, you come to appreciate these 5 tracks Chaos Emeralds.

And don't think i haven't heard that new Charles' record which is High Def OD BTW..

also i will be doing some "fine tuning" to "Technocolor" i wanna make sure everyone at least check out my other work before i put anymore new work after this. so you will appreciate my body of work..

#ohioonmynewshit

#ohioonmynewshit

#ohioonmynewshit

Also i've been so busy for college exams as well as doin art requests i had to back track my stuff.. shoutout to Zone-er Chillington who kept me busy wit projects..lol

till then download my newest project above. and if you haven't listen to my other previous work, do it now.

and #HappybelatedbirthdayCharleshamilton.

~Jurai or Die~

Storm Watkins Presents....E=MC2

a little support to one of the illest cats i've known on the beats, here is his comeback Instrumental Album, available for FREE. if You think my beats are Dope, You gotta give his stuff a listen^^..

Don't sleep on this record. real music from this dude, "Charles Hamilton Approved"..lol...

in any case check his Facebook as well as his sites:

http://stormwatkins.tumblr.com/

http://muzikalgenius.blogspot.com/

click on pic above to go to download.

ChrisDotRivera on the Cover btw. i would do an alternate, but i can't front on that cover..

Check out also WhereisCharlesHamilton.com for more of Chris..

Till then ima hold off on "technocolor" due to the Dopeness of "E=MC2" so enjoy Storm's Newest Release, and i'll see ya'll on the flipside...

BTW.. "Pink & Blue:11/10: In Honor of Charles Hamilton" will still be released on Charles Birthday tomorrow so check my Facebook for more info...

~Jurai Or Die~

*R.H*

I Don't really Co-Sign but check it....

Today's post is a little different,
i feel I have to spread the word about these two OD dudes i really got to work with.

First off is Melvin Burch, a.k.a. Klaus Gohan a.k.a The Transmitter, another producer/MC like me and my mentor, (Charles Hamilton) Is releasing his new Project, "The Purple Lavalamp:DB" so far he released a song from the album entitled, "Fire Balls And Scattered Rings (The Lava Leak Zone)" that gives you a taste of what to expect from the album. his record goes in for real, and i love his sound. Hit the download below to hear it yourself, and check out his blog to experience his mind of thought as well as his other music. Also Check Melvin's page for updates on when "Purple Lavalamp:DB" is released...

Melvin Burch's Blog: http://ijustdream.blogspot.com
"Fire Balls And Scattered Rings (The Lava Leak Zone)" Feat. ComPL3xX

UPDATE: The Purple Lavalamp is Out!!! Download

Another person i gotta give props to is this cat named Storm Watkins, this dude is Fire for his Beat tapes, and it was his skills that inspired me to get back on my music ish, he's released so far a couple of beat tapes that are nice. (My personal Favorite is the last released, "Music Suicide Vol 2: The Funeral".. peep it and tell me it ain't nice..) i also heard he may be in the process of getting signed, i hope things go well for him, but before he goes major, i gotta get on one of his productions myself, hopefully for my next album, "R.A.V.E. II: THE DEATH OF A RAVER!"( YES, i will be putting this out after i put out "The R.A.V.E."..) go to his blog as well to hear his OD' beat tapes..

Storm Watkins' Blog: http://muzikalgenius.blogspot.com/

check they shit out, and tell them the Nightmare sent ya!
also, update, i maybe recording "no Swag" this wednesday, depending on my schedule, so i may release one more beat tape, "Technocolor", more on that next time....
see ya..

*Jurai Or Die*
-R.H.

CinematiC.... A Beattape of Film Proportions...

Here is the last Beat Tape i'm putting out for the moment, "Cinematic" This One has samples from some Famous movie Scores, Download and let me know what you Think!

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*Jurai Or Die*
-R.H.

SupaNova

New Beattape! this one is more inspired by my love for electronica & J pop, it's a little lighter than "The Diary of Yue Ayase" but still nice beats... click on the pic to download and let me know what you think!

-Jurai or Die-
*R.H.*

The Diary of Yue Ayase

Ok, first off let me explain this little project I worked On. First of all this is the first beat tape outside of my “Ruff Cuts” Tapes, which mean these beats are still available to use, But are Exclusively made. This tape was inspired a little of Charles Hamilton’s anticipated/unreleased project, “The Diary of Alison Foster” with a little changes of my own to make it different from Charles’ Project. Here’s the story… 

When R.H./Yoku/Raijphinai fell asleep with the period of Oct 31, 2009, he had awoken in another world, where dark magic had been acquired, and was taught within the period, but within this reality, he was awaken in his true form, that of a young 15 yr old schoolgirl from Japan named Yue Ayase, Who is studying the art using music as magic within the darkness, “she” must find away to learn about this mysterious world, called ”Enternia” and find her niche to break the shackles of darkness, but in the process “she/he” realizes his/her emotions are stripped from Yue’s existence. Determined to find them, she finds out in realization that she is the biological daughter of himself/herself, or Yoku/Raijphinai. But During her Journey, she receives a transmission from an alternate dimension from another girl named, “Alison Foster” who tells her she is the only hope to save the existence of reality, will Yue succeed? Or will her emotions will eternally be Lost? ...

Some of these tracks samples Evanescence, Avril Lavingne (yes, you heard me correctly, some of her stuff isn’t bad….), and some of my own complete work. I Hope You enjoy this as much as I enjoyed working on it, which actually was only for at least two nights to complete this tape surprisingly. Consider this a Halloween gift from me to you, or should I say from me to “Yue”… Take it how you want it.. Shouts to Storm Watkins & Melvin “The Transmitter” Burch, They helped me get my production game back up to speed. Check out their beat tapes out as well, best thing out there since me, I would co-Sign them, but you know how it is. Shouts to Clusoe a.k.a. DJ Smithsonian, who said I should definitely drop this tape. And finally to my inspiration Mr. Charles “Alison Foster” Hamilton… I Hope you at least hear this…

Download below....two different links.....

Version 1: Mediafire

Version 2: Megaupload

Next project: Project Jurai EP a couple More tapes and finally…..”The R.A.V.E.” …...

*Jurai or Die*

-R.H. -

No Swag Necessary: The Remix (Talent Search!)

I’m So Excited for what’s in store right now. It seems my friends on Facebook would like me to give them the opportunity to record on a remix of “No Swag Necessary”, a song I had originally intended just for me and my friend, Amanda Yohnke. But I think it would be awesome if we could pull it off, so in regards to the high demand from lot of people who are interested in recording a verse on the record, I feel I have to better explain what this record is all about.

In this day of age in music I feel that there is a lot of records that can be said of the term, “money over b**ches” and I feel that it is not recognized that some of these men don’t realize that without a real woman to help them, They wouldn’t be successful or in a mode of happiness, (in other words, think, “Down 4 U” by Ja Rule Without the dirty talk…)and I feel that is left out in music for the time being. That’s what “No Swag” is all about. I do not hate on certain rappers who consider having a lot of swag, but in truth you can’t say you have swag, and say you don’t need to tie down with a woman in the first place and yet need to show some respect toward women. Therefore, I have decided to do this record for the sole purpose of making a record both gender can be proud of listening and playing.

Now that everyone is up to speed of what the record is about, here is what I am aiming for in the remix (The Guidelines):

1. 1. I will send anyone who is interested in recording their verse a loop of the verse part for the song, at least for a 16 bar length. It is up to you to request for me to send it in three formats, WAV, mp3, or in a tracked format (I am using FL Studio for this record Production.)
2. 2. If there is more than one person who is contributing vocals on a verse, (i.e. a rap collective or a rap group.) you will have to double the loop and let me know so that I will be able to put in the chorus.
3. 3. The CHORUS will be already be recorded by me and Miss Youhke, so you will not need to record it. All you will need to do is record your verses so that I may connect them for the remix, but feel free to tye in the chorus lyrics in your verses. ( I believe the BPM is 75)
4. 4. Depending on how many people is down to contribute to this remix, I will either make multiple versions of the remix, or a MEGA remix, meaning one whole track.
5. 5. And finally, Once you have record it, please send it to me so that I can link the track together and master it, the sooner I do that, the sooner I can send everyone a finished Finalized copy of the track or Tracks.
6. 6. Also Women and or men artists are more than welcome to record a verse, whether you sing or rap, but it must be within the same subject of the song. Remember, we are writing a song dedicated to anyone’s “Significant other” in that as long as we got a good man or woman by our side, “NO SWAG IS NECESSARY”!
7. Remember to send me your email so that I can send you not only the loop of the song, but also so I can send you the finished track to use as you see fit, whether for your album/mixtape or promo. Just know that it WILL BE ON MY ALBUM!!! So the track is originally mine.

Send me a message on my pages with your email if you are interested. (Mines is Yokumasaki84@yahoo.com) And I hope to hear from you..

*R.H.*

Glass isn't half full....Yet.

New Details. First off, I unfortunately will NOT be able to cosplay @ Ohayacon due to money issues, but i still will be attending. also To keep people in tuned to my music, I am searching for anybody interested in recording on the Remix of My Debut Single, "Side2Side". if Your Interested, Please hit me up. I have two formats of the instrumental, A tracked version and a .wav format of the instrumental., so let me know which you want to use, i will master and combine everyone's verses once i get some involvement from people. also RUFF CUTS Vol 2 is here! Download from the link below and let me know what you think. also I'm Thinking of putting out a 3track EP entitled "Project Jurai" in Honor of My Favorite anime of ALL TIME. "Tenchi Muyo!" the First Song I Will Release is Entitled "Ryoko" (If You Don't know Who that is , Google or wiki it...X3) Cover to the song is located below. also If The Song does well, I may Add it to "The R.A.V.E." lol...
another thing is that i will start going over certain my collection of unused beats to comply for the "Honor Roll Elite" Compilation, so stay tuned to that. S/O to the current members:
Clusoe: You already know what it is, We are "Kindred Spiritz". (Duo Name? maybe. lol)
Jay-Son f.k.a. Young Lynk: Hope you put your album before you retire (lmfao)
Eli Cruz : can't wait to see what's in store for you man, I'll be closely watching you. also hint, hint, good name for your album: BOOK OF ELI.. awesome.
Natasha Malone a.k.a. Breezy : it's an honor to finally be working with you. i hope for the best for you and once i find that "pharrell sound" you'll be the first to know. lol .. Street Princess
Skripture: man. I'm so honored to have known you and see how much you have risen from your career. i can honestly say that i'm proud to see you doing big thing in acting, (you know once you get that lead big film role, you better holla at me for that soundtrack money!..lmfao)
and also Amanda Yohnke (did i spell it right? lol ): i'm so glad i knew someone else here on campus who had class with me who has the same aspirations in showing the world their talent! i will do all i can to help you tap into that hidden aura of awesomeness talent! (the next Vanessa Carlton is in the building! lol!.)
and of course the other soon to be members : Mizu Moonchild (oni-chan! XD), Natalie Rybaczewski, TreLlei, Zetsumei Kuragari & Melvin Hawthorne a.k.a. "Big Homie" (btw i want a copy of you mixtape incorporating HRE when you finish it!.)
if you still wanna join the movement, hit up the facebook page! (hint: look at the right panel on this blog !..)
and finally, i will be posting beats and music on my new soundcloud page!
(soundcloud.com/r-h-the-nightmare)

Well that's all for today, i think i may change my twitter name.



Here's The"Ryoko" Single Cover! (and yes, i kinda went "Kanye" on it..lol) "Project Jurai-EP" coming soon! as well as "THE R.A.V.E."!

& click on the cover Below for The download of Ruff Cuts Vol 2!


-R.H. the Nightmare *beep*