Friday, November 29, 2013

Half Lost Potential.

So it seems i have been misinterpreted when i talk to women.
i have very beautiful female friends. i am not even gonna sugar coat the shit, but in reality, only a few i was interested in til it came dwindling down later on throughout last year.
most times i mention certain women becuase i know they feel inadequate, insecure, and sometimes not important. in reality this has backfired on me because it seems like im interested in EVERY girl im like this to. and i don't realize that. 

i'm sorry for that. really i am. but in reality there was only one woman who i was really interested in. and tonight i confessed to her.

and she doesn't believe me. 

why? because it seems like every woman i talk to online makes the conversations look like im trying to talk to them in a datable way. and that's wrong of me to do that.
it's true, i do playflirt alittle like most people, but in reality it seems she was the one i should have focused on. 
and now she's doubts me. 
this was my wake up call.

well, maybe it's time i stop being the nice guy to every female.
maybe i should no longer focus on every female im friends with.
the one i like alot doesn't even LIVE in the U.S.
yeah, again with another distance crush.
but in all honesty, i've kept this one a secret because i don't want anyone to take her but me.
she's not possession, but she should only see me as potential.
if you are reading this my dear,
know this is proof that i want to only talk to  you.
it is not an act of despiration or an act of non confidence.it is an act of confession. if you want to let me make you happy say the magic words. 
cause im waiting. 


*jurai or die*

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