I Have to talk about a current situation.

been going thru some things with my girl.

not gonna lie, not looking good for her.

i feel so mad that she won't listen, but at the same time, i don't wanna give her up cause i know what she's going thru. i just wished she knew that she's not alone.

she's upset at the fact she's unemployed, nobody loves her, she hates being by herself when she's at home and that everybody hate her for some reason.

MY RESPONSE:

1: don't blame yourself, Blame the economy. it's Hard of course to find a job, i'm having trouble myself and i can think of 5 to 20 people who are in the same situation. this economy is the reason why people like her and myself are not able to get a job.hell, my brother is having a hard time as well as her and myself.

2 & 4: NOBODY HATES HER. things that she does (like *stuff* she uses..) is maybe the real reasons she has problem socializing. i know what's like myself. in fact, it took me YEARS to finally realize what i do wrong. that's why i have friends now. i have similar conditions that she faces myself. and i was able to overcome them  on my own. had it not for that, i wouldn'tr have been able to be who i am today. i'm still learning as well. nobody's perfect.

3: It's not the end of the world being by yourself. i have to deal with it all the time. make yourself useful and productive if you have to. do a webchat. call a person on your cell. do more sketches. fill out an online job application. something. most of the time she's alone i try my HARDEST to try and either see her or call her. she just needs to realize that not everybody has the freetime as one may think.

and these are just some of the reasons why she feels the only way she can deal with being alone and such is by doing "stuff"( out of privacy i won't mention what it is, but you can take a wild guess..)

i just want her to know that there are people who care for her, and that she's not alone, the troubles she is going thru are what happens to EVERYBODY. 

and if she still feels that  no body cares for her, i will still tell her that At least I CARE.

if your reading this and you know her or at least know what i mean, please, show her that you care at least if you can. i'm not asking much, just show her that she has people who will care for her.and that she's not alone. if you want to help, let me know.

until i get this situations, unfortunately, i have to put a hiatus on ALL my requests and current projects until i get this taken care of. i want to fix this before i continue perusing my music and art. 

i'm sorry for this last minute change of things. but i feel that there are things i have to try to do in order to make this relationship solidify-able.

i hope all my freinds and fans understand this and as soon as things change and get better, i will return as soon as possible.

~Thank You~

LASERS Slideshow!

 Earlier I took part in a submission to take part in a  Slideshow Video to send to Lupe in thanks for the final release of L.A.S.E.R.S., Check out all The Fans's Messages and Photos in the Video Below! Thanks To Jabbar Apollo Muhammad for putting this thing together! He sent it to Nikki Jean's Page so hopefully he will see it, and everyone is starting a twitter trend (#LASERSSLIDESHOW) to Get the word out about it! also, my photo shows up Twice! I appear at 8:04 and at the end with the mural wall of photos! Thanks Guys for letting me be part of a movement! #LoveAlwaysShineRemember2Smile

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~Jurai Or Die (But Love Always Shine....)~

ComPL3xX - the(Safe)Zone.2.

As you Guys know, i am working on a future project with my Boy "ComPL3xX" an MC Who has been grinding his music for a while, in  fact most his work is recognized on blogs such as DealWithNoDeal.com. 

and hopefully we will be working on our project, "Ghost Within The Machine" which will be coming out later this year.

Today For Those who have not heard of his previous work,  i figured now is a good time to present his newest project, "the(Safe)Zone.2." Featuring Production From T-Gambitt, Melvin Burch, And My Boy Storm Watkins. Very dope indeed. not to be slept on. according to him, "It's on some Well Isn't This Awkward shit...swear to God." download it and listen to it yourself.

Download Here.

also Stay tuned, as i will give you guys about future projects coming later, including working on "Yue 3" , "Utada Ultimatum 2", and "CinematiC 3: The Elfman Edition" 

Also Don't forget i will be Releasing Several Projects with certain people as well:

"Project 20XX" (Beat tape With Me & Eddie Lowery)

"The Tokyo Experience" (Exclusive Mixtape with The League & My Production)

and also i will be working on the final parts of The "NO SWAG NECESSARY" REMIX!

As for My Debut, "The R.A.V.E., I'm still in the beginning steps of getting that worked on, so it will come, soon. at least i know i'll have the single done sometime this year.

also i will be working on alittle something with my boy Space Academy! go to www.Spaceacademyofficial.net for more info soon!

(btw, that pic on my Top border is indeed my Girlfriend. ^^)

~Jurai Or Die~

my girlfriend needs your help.

Watch the vid. Listen to the servbot. BUY MY GIRLFRIEND's STUFF.#THATISALL.

Videos Posted by Somy Keaotay Linthicum: BYE MY SH** [HQ]

 Check Out Her DeviantArt Page to see her work At http://somy-keaotay.deviantart.com

also like her official Facebook Page for her new Studio company i'm running with her called,

"Keaotay Studios" , which her first project will be her upcoming series, "The Jenco Project".

check out the story and work @ http://www.facebook.com/pages/The-Jenco-ProjectKeaotay-Studios/151499998242816

Til then We BOTH are accepting commisions as well as designs.

He me up for info and details.

*Jurai Or Die*

Big Announcements.. But first..

Today's #RaveDayz is alittle different from my previous work because i did something entirely from inspiration. as many of you know, Timabland is one of my favorite producers who i am very inspired by, because of the fact he is able to Produce music that is equal with any demographic audience, whether you love Miley Cyrus (Ugh), or 50 Cent (Double Ugh). He is able not to change his sound, but make his music various enough to work with any genre artist possible, and that's EXACTLY what i want my future music to heard by. not one genre fan, But the ENTIRE MUSIC LOVER.

So In my own inspiration from him, i've decided to make use of my FL studio, and My iPod app of Timbo's "BEATERATOR" (Yes, the video game he made for the PSP as well) and use the combination to do a little experiment of my own in which the result is this beat called, "GRIMMMUSIK". I also decided it would be appropriate to release the beat the same time Timbaland has his "Timbaland Thursdays" whithin the week, which i have been respectfully observing weekly of course (Best record so far is "Take Your Clothes Off " in Which he reunites with Missy Elliott... goes hard but too short...lol) and which i Would STRONGLY SUGGEST you go to his site to check out as well (timbalandthursdays.com) I just wished he hears this record and give me his feedback. oh well. in any case here is the beat itself, and download both his and my record as well.

Download "Grimmmusik"

Follow Mr. Mosley: http://twitter.com/Timbaland007

Follow Mr. Masaki: http://twitter.com/HoodlumRebel

Also I have decided to Show you guys the preview of the back cover for my Debut Album, "The R.A.V.E." Take a look at my facebook when you get a chance.

and finally i have decide to Produce another record for "The R.A.V.E." Featuring The League (D-Prince & T.R.U.T.H.) and Genesys! Congrats! The Song Will Be called, "RadioActive" so look For more info From it Soon.

and Finally i may have an ACTUAL ROSTER For Hoodlum.Rebel.Music.Group.! I Won't Give many details, But you know who you are in Question.. and a big THANK YOU To My Friend, Hannah Ringle Who will Be in Charge of Promotions and networking For HRMG! So Stay Tuned!

*Jurai or Die*

Happy Valentine's Day...

First off I want to give a Happy Valentine's To My New Love of My Life.

To my Somy: I Love You.

Here is my newest short project: "The Awkward Boyfriend EP"

Download

This Three Tracks were inspired by Charles' Two Projects, "Well This Is Awkward" and "Well isn't This Awkward". The Tracklist is as follows:

1.Bad Guy Gets Badder (Inspired By "Good Guy Goes Off")

2. Discipline (Inspired by "Repremanded [lost before]")

3. In Case The Relationship Gets Better (Inspired By "In Case I Only Get One [Vicodin]")

Please Download and support as well as "A Beautiful Nightmare"!

*Jurai Or Die*

Ohayocon 2011... ^^

Good Monday Morning r.a.v.e.r.s!

Ohayocon was an awesome experience, way bigger than my last two con visits, but i got to go to amazing rave, got some great pics of cosplayers, and finally got to meet the actress who's known for playing my musical alter ego/daughter! (i told her about the "Diary of Yue Ayase" Instrumental Albums i did, and SHE SAID SHE WANTS ME TO SEND HER A COPY OF THE ALBUMS! AGAIN, #EPICWIN^_______________^)

i also got some great swag on the way, including a couple of t-shirts, a cat tail for my matching ears, and i was able to find TWO rare dvds, (and yes they were "Tenchi Muyo!" related...lol)

Here is Some of My Favorite Cosplayers At Ohayocon:

Me with Voice Acting legend Chris Sabat! (He Portrayed Many Characters From Dragonball Z!)

Me & Voice Actress Monica Rial! (My Favorite character she portrayed was Hyatt From Excel Saga!)

Me With The One And Only Voice Actress, Brina Palencia! (she Plays The Voice Of My Alter Ego/Daughter, YUE AYASE!)

Brina Decided To Sign My Yue KEYCHAIN! ^____^

(I can't wear her anymore, but it was worth It!)

also the dealer's room was awesome. am gonna post my vid of the three days at the con later this week once i finished editing it, but was a great experience nevertheless. hopefully next year i go, my brother will be accompanying me there this time...

and last but not least, i thought i'd share this

clip of my beautiful sky view of the hotel and city..:

in any case i hope to go again, and Will be back later the week to get back to work.

TTYL...

BTW.: "Yue Ayase 2" Will Be Released TOMORROW.

(Sorry Branden, I Can't Let them Wait any longer..)

~Jurai Or Die~